I am reading an Audrey Hepburn biography for my English class and listening to Blondie or Chris Brown. I am wanting to make myself super busy. I am going to start thinking about myself even more and block out all negative energy. I am going to get my permit at the end of November. I am creating my plan for the rest of high school, classes, jobs and the whole enchilada. I am filling my mind with useful information. I am wanting to know everything.

August

Out with the old and in with the new. Becoming friends with people I would have never guessed I would be. Renewing falling out friendships from elementary school. Our friendship (i guess) is still strong because I am being trusted with their deepest secrets. It's cool. Another thing that is new to me is having a best friend who is not my mom or sister. I now have a best friend ,who is a guy, which is definitely new but what I hope isn't fake. I don't want to feel stupid!
I am trying to learn as much as possible in and out of school. But it is hard when my math teacher says how our class doesn't try. Well that only goes out to a few people and I don't wanted to be lectured down to thanks.

But other than that, I rock.

My New Favorite

The Arctic Monkeys: When I was listening to them in my sister's volvo, I couldn't help it but to became fixated with lead singer Alex Turner's lyrics. At 11:22 p.m. I went to azlyrics.com and opened my itunes. Started with Brainstorm, I read the lyrics until I really understood what the song could be about. I like to try and connect to artists. So I went through the whole album with that mindset. I was at no point disappointed with what I heard and what I saw (Alex is definitely gorgeous).